Thursday, November 26, 2020

Wednesday, November 25, 2020

Just Hate the Hell Before Periods

 I fucking hate everything. I'm having some wild PMDD symptoms right now. What's worse is that I just received a grade from an activity which was shocking. It turns out that I submitted the wrong file. I don't care about the grade, really. I'm just bummed out that she wouldn't see the actual thing that I've actually written. She wouldn't know how good of a writer I am. I fucking aaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAaaAAaa

Friday, November 20, 2020

Just Listing Down Positive Things To Make Myself Feel Better

  1.  He fucking loves you. 
  2. You are smart. 
  3. You are talented. 
  4. You have achieved a lot of things other people are still struggling to. 
  5. You are fucking awesome. 
  6. You're literally living life on hard mode with your condition and you're a fucking badass for doing better than most. 
  7. They love you.
  8. You're great for making this list. 
  9. You can do this. 
  10. I love you. 
  11. You're cute. 

Just Listing Down Problems So I Could Work On Them Once I Get Better

  1. Mom's making me depressed even when she's not doing anything wrong. 
  2. I'm not doing well. 
  3. My grades are starting to drop. 
  4. I'm having migraines. 
  5. I've been crying. 
  6. Thoughts of killing myself by January. 
  7. Thinking of breaking up with him. 
  8. My room of messy and I'm literally getting sick because of it. 
  9. Sleeping pattern's REALLY fucked up. 
  10. Started working out again was going well until I had to stop again because of the migraine. 
  11. Exams today but I don't want to do them. I can't focus well.
  12. Pensive sadness that I can't seem to get rid of. 
  13. This list is so negative. I really should be listing positive things instead. 

Monday, November 16, 2020

Saturday, November 14, 2020

Sunday, November 08, 2020

Just Thinking of College as a Hobby

Will chemical engineering be one of my unfinished projects? Let's find out. Haha

Friday, November 06, 2020

Wednesday, November 04, 2020

Just Feeling Weak

 Allergic rhinitis will not kill you. But it will make you suffer.