I'm starting to think that Electrochemistry is my weakness.
Monday, November 30, 2020
Thursday, November 26, 2020
Just Better Emotionally but Need to Wait 7 Days to Heal Physically
My prof replied and she's actually nice. She let me resubmit the file through her email.
Also, I have multiple canker sores by my throat/tonsils which makes it very hard to swallow.
Wednesday, November 25, 2020
Just Hate the Hell Before Periods
I fucking hate everything. I'm having some wild PMDD symptoms right now. What's worse is that I just received a grade from an activity which was shocking. It turns out that I submitted the wrong file. I don't care about the grade, really. I'm just bummed out that she wouldn't see the actual thing that I've actually written. She wouldn't know how good of a writer I am. I fucking aaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAaaAAaa
Monday, November 23, 2020
Friday, November 20, 2020
Just Listing Down Positive Things To Make Myself Feel Better
- He fucking loves you.
- You are smart.
- You are talented.
- You have achieved a lot of things other people are still struggling to.
- You are fucking awesome.
- You're literally living life on hard mode with your condition and you're a fucking badass for doing better than most.
- They love you.
- You're great for making this list.
- You can do this.
- I love you.
- You're cute.
Just Listing Down Problems So I Could Work On Them Once I Get Better
- Mom's making me depressed even when she's not doing anything wrong.
- I'm not doing well.
- My grades are starting to drop.
- I'm having migraines.
- I've been crying.
- Thoughts of killing myself by January.
- Thinking of breaking up with him.
- My room of messy and I'm literally getting sick because of it.
- Sleeping pattern's REALLY fucked up.
- Started working out again was going well until I had to stop again because of the migraine.
- Exams today but I don't want to do them. I can't focus well.
- Pensive sadness that I can't seem to get rid of.
- This list is so negative. I really should be listing positive things instead.
Monday, November 16, 2020
Just Fucking Can't Deal With This I Want Out
I'm answering an activity right now and I want to quit school.
Saturday, November 14, 2020
Just Wondering If I Could Make It Through Again
How long was the last time I was this depressed, again?
Tuesday, November 10, 2020
Just Wanting to Die, Yet Again
I hope this year kills me because I don't really want to live anymore.
Sunday, November 08, 2020
Just Thinking of College as a Hobby
Will chemical engineering be one of my unfinished projects? Let's find out. Haha

