Just Inactive Followed Blogs

Why do blogs suddenly go inactive? Is it because of me for not showing support? I want to know how they have been, or if they are still even alive. I don't like cliffhangers. Get me out of this agony.

Just Aunt

Auntie Manding died today. Two funerals in a year, man.

Had a nightmare last night while sleeping over at Calinan. It involved kids and fire.

//Cancer by My Chemical Romance

Just Saw the Sky and It Looked Like a Painting

Sometimes the sky looks so unreal that it seems like it is just a painting plastered up the ceiling of the Earth.

Just Wanted to Feel Like a Genius

Once, I was bored in the library so I decided to study Calculus even though it wasn't in my prospectus.

Just Won a New Medal

yey dili na ko herald

Just a Thing I'd Like To Tweet but Don't because My Silence is...

... I can't finish the title of this blogpost.

Just Feeling (What's the Word?)

It's one thing when you, yourself, are suicidal. It's weird when other people you know are.

You know what it feels like to be at that point. Right now, you aren't, but that person is.

It's just,

weird.

Just Changing Mood to This

Just Mood

Just Letting It Flow, Whatever "It" Is

Sometimes I feel like there's nothing that can tear me. Sometimes I feel like it's getting tiring to live.
Sometimes I don't know how often sometimes is. Sometimes I don't know whether to use "sometimes" or "most of the time".

Maybe I should stop using sometimes.

The whole universe feels like it's conspiring against me.
I'm trying to feel good, but they succeed in knocking me down.
There isn't really a "they". It's just in my head. I don't even go out.

Why do I feel like writing mostly when I feel down? Why can't I write about being up more? I don't like being a downer.

Maybe it's the lack of sleep talking. Maybe it's just hormones. Maybe I'm right. I must be right.

Maybe I should just sleep. I wish to not wake up when the sun is up. We know that won't be true. Wishes are almost always impossible to be made possible. Wishes are too complicated to be made true. People make the most impossible wishes. That's why they almost always never come true.

I'm sad. I'm going to sleep while sad.

Just Uploading this Thing Now

I really don't know how to use watercolor even with the right materials. Why do I bother?

Just a Sandwich

Have you tried making a sandwich at 2 o'clock in the morning? I have. It was good.