Just a Nobody with a Problem that You Don't Need to Know of: November 2024

Friday, November 15, 2024

Just Promoting This Video Here

I don't know if anyone is even viewing this blog. But if any of these bots that are making the stats increase has a teeny tiny chance to be an actual human, I hope you watch this video I made.

https://youtu.be/qlKY3yuLG34

I am hoping a little bit that it blows up. The realistic part of me thinks that's not gonna happen. I really wish it did, though. It would be kinda sick.

Sunday, November 03, 2024

Just Whatever's Wrong with Me, I Hope It's Nothing, but at the Same Time, I Don't Care

I went to the Notdienstpraxis today because there was blood in my urine. I noticed some red spots yesterday when I peed, but I wasn't sure if it was from my butt or my bladder. The past week I've been noticing some weird smell on my pee, too, that reminded me of my mom lmao. I thought it was a hormonal thing, but it turns out it was a bacterial infection. I've been scratching a lot, too because it was often itchy. Hmm...

I have a dentist appointment on Monday to get my jaw checked. It hurt a lot a month ago that I couldn't fully open my mouth. It hurts to yawn, too. It's slightly better now. There's still a mild pain when I yawn. Yesterday, though, there's been referred or maybe radiating pain on my neck and the back of my head and sometimes my face. The ankle pain is still slightly there, but I'm choosing to ignore it now, like my mild hip pain. The pins and needles sensation on my arms, elbows and hands still come and go.

Haha. Anyway. Just some health update here so I can note down the symptoms I'm feeling just in case they ask since when I've been having them.

Friday, November 01, 2024

Just Inktober

I decided to do the inktober challenge this year. I didn't do it in the previous years because I didn't want to start something I can't commit to or something I know I can't finish. Another reason was to see if I can be consistent with art, and maybe do it as a profession, like being an animator or illustrator. I downloaded Clip Studio Paint a month ago. I wanted to use the whole 30-day free trial but I my attention was focused on inktober and using actual ink. I guess the trial's expired now.

I really wanted to quit in the middle of the challenge. My husband made me push all the way through. Haha. The prompts were too repetitive or synonymous. It was hard to be creative. I did my own thing by having a banana in each drawing, too. Anyway, here are my drawings: