Monday, November 24, 2025

Just Girl Math

For my first salary I spent 120.25 euros worth of skin care and 48 euros for a massage which in total is 3.16 euros more than my salary XD

Sunday, November 23, 2025

Just Another Snowy Dream

Part of my dream just now was that we were at a classroom that's like a glasshouse or a greenhouse and the students on the right side were Filipino and when it started to snow every Filipino was happy and wowed and stopped the class to go outside and enjoy the snow.

Friday, November 21, 2025

Just a Snowy Dream

I dreamt that it was snowing (the setting was at my home in the Philippines) and that I was gonna be late for work (my job here in Germany). Was trying to get ready as fast as I could. Was considering not taking a shower XD I took a quick one. Searched for socks, which was shelved like those in malls. Was considering a taxi, faster than a bicycle. I woke up, looked at the time, almost 7 am. Phew, not gonna be late. Looked at the weather. Light snow. Looks out the window. Nothing. Lol

Thursday, November 13, 2025

Just a Silent Agony

I want to kill myself. 

This food stuck in my esophagus sensation is fckng annoying. Day 3 of it. 9th dose of Acarizax. I want to cut. (I'm probably not. Just fantasizing it bad)

Sunday, November 09, 2025

Just Already November

I have a job! I worked for two weeks already.  I'm getting used to it. 

I love autumn. The view to and from work is amazing. I go through a forest. I'm burning a lot of calories. I think I'm making up with it with my food lol I should stop so I finally lose some weight.