Just Wanted to Die in My Dream Again

 I just woke up from a dream where I wrote down at the last page of my notebook "I want to cut myself" and "I want to die".

Just a Thought that I Shared With My Best Friend

I'm thinking of just working now and earn some munzzszx cuz 5 years without savings is a long way and I would probably have already earned a lot by then rather than just studying something I'm borderline feeling of quitting already.