Just Hope the YouTube Link in the Post isn't Broken

I should write here more often. Maybe I should change the URL again, too. 

What should I write about?

How about me having a job interview tomorrow? I hope I get in. It would be a help on the expenses. I want to utilize my skills, too. I would also be able to spend my time better.

I'm down to 60.1kg last week. I checked my tracking of my no-rice diet. I only did it 6 times so far this month XD I ate rice today. Hopefully, on the following days, I won't be weak enough to not resist eating some. I wanna be 59 kg by Saturday.

This is nice. Only writing about goals. No depressing thoughts. Now I am, but I'm fighting it. I'm medicated and managing. Please, no jinx. 

What else? My recent goal this week was getting all achievements in Muse Dash. I also uploaded another YouTube video five days ago.

Here's the drawing I did for the thumbnail:

And here's the YouTube video:

Idk how it will look like. I'm editing this post on my phone XD

Anyway, time to sleep. Later.

Just Don't Want To Think About Monetary Problems

I'm on the couch rn. I was on YouTube, and just visited this small channel named summerdream. 25 videos. 1k+ subscribers. 50k+views. I'm wondering how she did it. I want to make money on YouTube, too. I can barely get attention anywhere on social media. 

My Late Night Thoughts page on Facebook has 6000+ followers, but each post only averages 1 like. I want to help my fiancé make money when we get married, too.

Thinking about all this makes me depressed. I usually avoid things that involve money.

Just Want to Write Something Since I Haven't Been Doing It Often

Hi. I went out today. I bought my meds. The pharmacists said that I should tell my doc to change my prescription because I asked them to give me 50mg instead of 25mg that was written there. I forgot to withdraw beforehand, so I paid with my debit card. I typed my PIN twice but I guess I forgot that I changed it. lol. So she just charged it as credit so I don't have to enter a wrong PIN again. I walked all the way home again. I like to do that often.

Last week I was having PMS. I haven't felt like that for a while so I wondered why that was happening. That was why I've decided to take 50mg of my meds now. Also, is it bad that I experience a range of symptoms while having PMS? They're the following:

- elbow pain (it comes and goes. I think I have cubital syndrome. The pain comes back before and during my period.)

-very itchy ears (same thing with the elbow pain)

-back pain, maybe my kidneys? (This is new. Not sure if it's from intermittent fasting)

-abdominal pain, maybe my liver? (I tried IF before and stopped when I was having this pain. I've come back and the pain is back again.)

-breasts bigger (nothing new. I think this is normal, lol)

Anyway, I've been doing IF since October. I'm down to 61.35kg now. I think I've gained weight this week because of the carbonara. I'm on and off with rice. I changed my goal on Daylio from "Drink Water" to "No Soda". With that, my 900+ day goal streak is gone and I'm down to 7. I'm almost near my goal of having weight that's less than 60kg. 

I've been watching Shameless. I'm trying to re-read Percy Jackson: The Lightning Thief. I have a WIP in my sketchbook of my best friend and her dog. I started a YouTube channel. I wish I could make money from that. Please make the RNG go my way. I have a few games pending on Steam.

I guess this is the update I can do for now. Wow, I never thought this blog would get non depressing. This is all non depressing stuff, aside from the not so bad stuff that happened. Lol