Just Don't Want To Think About Monetary Problems

I'm on the couch rn. I was on YouTube, and just visited this small channel named summerdream. 25 videos. 1k+ subscribers. 50k+views. I'm wondering how she did it. I want to make money on YouTube, too. I can barely get attention anywhere on social media. 

My Late Night Thoughts page on Facebook has 6000+ followers, but each post only averages 1 like. I want to help my fiancé make money when we get married, too.

Thinking about all this makes me depressed. I usually avoid things that involve money.