Just Random Things in Germany

Stranger: *speaks German to me*

Me: Ich spreche kein Deutsch, nur Englisch (I don't speak German, only English)

Stranger: *continues speaking German*

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Just Went to a My Chemical Romance Concert in Munich Last Night - A Dream Come True

Still can't get over how MCR waited for the perfect time to start their first song, "The Foundations of Decay", in the concert, so that Gerard sang the lyrics, "He was there when the towers fell", at 9:11 pm 🥲

Still can't believe I went to an MCR concert 🥺🥲🥺😭❤️

I might need a few days to recover. Baiii

Just Need to Talk About It

Germany has been fun. I arrived last May 15th. It wasn't smooth. I'm not sure if I mentioned the frustration of how the bureau rejected me. Anyway, all of that got sorted and we were able to get the missing requirements. I'm in Germany now, yeah. 

A lot has happened. I'm just focusing on my thoughts right now. I can't sleep. Lol. And when I can't sleep, I have the fantasy of putting a gun in my head. I just left the bed now and I'm on the couch typing this on my phone. He's probably still awake too. I think he could sense that something might be wrong. I don't want to talk to him right now since it's sleeping time. He must be tired, too. A part of my energy always gets lost when he focuses on something else and couldn't hear what I'm saying. I try to be understanding about it, though. Maybe that's also why I'm drained and can't sleep now. Maybe I should really talk about this with him, too. I don't really like confrontations. Is now the right time? It's 12:21 am, so probably not. I'll just distract myself now and hope the quetiapine already kicks in so I could already sleep.