Friday, August 27, 2021

Just Finished Taking the First Exam for Chemical Engineering Calculations

AS LONG AS I ACED THAT ONE QUIZ THIS EXAM DOESN'T MATTER ANYMORE

jk i need to do better next time. fuck. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Friday, August 20, 2021

Just Wanted to Write Another Song but Ended Up With a Poem and a Drawing Instead



You are away
Today is the fifth day
However it has been longer than that

I have never held your hand
I hold my own and
Try to feel it as if it were yours

Sounds lonely doesn't it
However, when you are not away anymore
I know I will surely smile more 

Wednesday, August 18, 2021

Just Vaccine Side Effects

Too tired to type right now. Just read the title. Kinda wishing it would kill me but the odds of that are low.

Tuesday, August 17, 2021

Thursday, August 12, 2021

Just FredBan#3

You have to be in this particular channel in this particular Discord server to get the context of FredBan#3 and find out where FredBan#1 and FredBan#2 are. I'm posting it here instead of there, too cuz I'm not sure if it follows the server's rules.

FredBan#3

Yeah, yeah. This is not in #whatsonyourmind as mentioned in FredBan#2. I can't right now. I can't seem to sleep even with all the meditation and medication. The hormone imbalance is too stronk. I'm trying to organize my thoughts now and redirecting them into things that are better for a person's well-being.

Anyway, it's good that I got up from sitting often. The stretch reminder software I installed is great. Although it can be a disturbance when you got your flow going. 

I got to watch episode 2 of the Witcher this morning. I've been wanting to watch the series for a while. Finally got to.

It's good that I'm doing what's good for me right now. It actually is working, although I still couldn't sleep yet. At least I got the other obstacle handled. I'm not having *those* thoughts and urges anymore. Hey, it actually worked. 

Anyway, I hope I can sleep soon. I've got a personal schedule going. It would be a bummer if it's not followed.