Saturday, March 26, 2022

Just Woke Up from a Nightmare an Hour Ago and Couldn't Go Back to Sleep for an Important Plan

 Had a nightmare. Went to the social welfare office to follow up my PWD ID. It has been two months since Ii applied for one. I've followed up a bunch of times previously too. They said they still don't have it processed. I was getting desperate and didn't want to go back to the office again so i said "please, meds are so expensive" (I wanted them to offer an alternative help) but they just said sorry, they cant do anything else. Then I raged there, throwing tables and chairs around, showing how important meds are, that if I don't take them, people would get hurt XD then the lady in charge had enough of it so she took out a small knife and slashed in the air. Her eyes widened after she did that meaning the air cut through me and I literally couldn't breathe because of my clogged nose and i woke up XD

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Anyway, I wanted to write a blogpost earlier but I was tired for the day. I wanted to write about some updates of my activities for the past month.

9 - his arrival

It was mom's birthday, too. So when he arrived, there was a lot of food. My aunt and cousins visited. Had some drinks at our rooftop. It was nice.

10 - Cuddle Day

We watched anime in my room and kissed for the first time. We cuddled and kissed for 5 hours in his room. Haha. It was very nice.

I think we went to Abreeza to play at the arcade. Most of their games were broken and unplayable. I wanted to play Drum Mania but nah. We ate at Sumo Sam. I couldn't finish the Wagyu because it was salty. Lmao

11 - Eden

It was fun doing the skycycle, zipline, and skyswing. The bamboo maze was fun. Mom was loud most of the time. Haha.

12 - Philippine Eagle Center

Took a bunch of pictures. Them, not me. Haha. It was a humid day. He had durian for the first time. He didn't get the full blow since the durian wasn't that ripe.

13 - Rest day

It was a relaxing day. We stayed at my house, mostly. We played Overcooked. We ate the marang and mangosteen we bought from Eden. 

14 - fancy date in cafe (it's white day) 

We went to KTV, just the two of us. After that, we walked to Basement Cafe. There were a bunch of beggars selling something to us. Didn't like it. The cafe was nice though. The chicken was unlimited but I couldn't eat more after the second wave. XD

15 - trivia nights @Suazo 

We stayed at home and planned the next days until 6 pm. Went to 7Eleven so he could try loading GCash, but they wouldn't take a card so that was a waste. We walked to Suazo. Got to meet r/davao people. I wasn't really that talkative. Hehe.

16 - People's Park 

We went to City Gate first to buy some gifts for dad. Then went to People's Park but it was closed XD We walked to City Hall and San Pedro and went home. 

17 - Chema's by the sea 

It was relaxing and very nice there. Swam a lot. The room was awesome, except for the noisy A/C.

18 - Chema's by the sea 

We took a nap by the hut. It was kinda hot. When we got home, we did his laundry. We took a nap in my room while waiting for the washer to be finished. I was actually able to sleep while we cuddled. It was awesome. I liked it.

19 - Baking with Shiloh

We went to the mall first to buy ingredients. We burnt a lot of the cookies. Then we watched Shrek 2.

20 - KTV with High School friends

I enjoyed the day. My throat hurt during singing. Seeing them was great. The taxi driver was a bad driver on the way home.

21-23 - Rest Day

I don't remember much lmao Either we stayed at his place and watched anime, cuddled and kiss, or stayed at my place, watched anime, cuddled and kiss. Haha. We took some pictures of us in Cedie's shirts, I guess. I was hormonal too.

24 - Roxas Night Market (Canceled)

We went to the Public Attorney's Office. He couldn't get in because he was wearing shorts. We got the affidavit of support notarized at the office outside instead. We could've gotten it for free but nah. XD After that, we walked to SM Ecoland. It was a long walk under the sun and drizzle. My feet hurt from the snake sandals. The tech area in the mall was filled with customer service people.

25 - Dinner With Kent and Miss A, and Bianca and Clarissa

I kinda wanted to just sleep. lol. When we got to MTS, I didn't like it that much but it was nice seeing them again. Haha. I blame hormones. I liked it when we got home, though. I searched up 20 questions and we were answering them. We answered 42 questions in all.

Now, it's 3:32 am. I couldn't go back to sleep anymore, and it's a long day ahead. We're going island hopping. God help me. lmao

Thursday, March 03, 2022

Just Psyched and Thankful for This Change of Pace in Life

I'm still here and he's coming next week. My visa arrived two days ago. Today, I went to school to pay the rest of my tuition. I also requested my certificate of enrollment so I would have proof that I'm a student when I get to Germany in May. 

I'm gonna pick him up at the airport on the 9th. I'm excited. We're really going to meet. I love him so much. Thank you, God, for this opportunity. You have always been there even if I am not as spiritual as I used to be. Thank You Lord for Your love and I love You. I am saying this prayer here instead of doing the sign of the cross because praying still is a trigger. Please forgive me for my sins. Please guide me in my life. Amen.

Feels weird typing that previous paragraph. I'll end this blogpost here.