Just Want Her to Fuck Off

Yesterday, we met with sensei. I'm writing it now because it's been living in my mind rent-free. She keeps insisting I should make friends, talk to native German people. She keeps insisting enrolling in a course is better. Sure, yeah. But I DON'T WANT TO. I FEEL DEPRESSED WHEN I SOCIALIZE. THE HIGH DURING THE MOMENT AND THEN I JUST CRASH BY THE TIME I'M HOME. 

She brought textbooks ffs. She thought I was still A1-A2. I DON'T WANT TO KEEP BEING FRIENDS WITH HER ANYMORE. 

Anyway, yesterday morning, we had a video chat with k and b. It was because k's gf asked for a break. I shouldn't be writing this here.