Just Made a Channel Trailer

Like what the title of this blog post. Here it is.

https://youtu.be/MEyKaMAnxwM

Again, to any of you bots who are actually people who reads this, I hope you watch it 🥹 (kidding)

Just in Between Things

There's this flap at the corner front left of my mouth that I keep touching with my tongue. It's a little bit annoying. 

I'm trying to look for jobs now. There's so many things I want to buy and I want to do it with my own money this time. YouTube's not going too well. Who knows how long that would take. It will bum me out. I want it to work 🥹

I must lose weight. I'm more than 64 kg now. I should be 62 by the end of January. 60 by February. 59-58 by March. If we're trying to be more realistic, 63-January, 62-February, 61-March. All that hard work, man. I reached 54 kg once. My shin hurt. I rested. Damn. I was 57 kg this time last year. Ugh. That's 7 kg in a year. I just looked up 2023 too and I was 60.3 kg. So in a year, I can only lose 3 kg? But easily gain 7 kg? Wtf is this? I just stepped on the scale. 65. I'm sad. This is sad.

Anyway, I downloaded this game called Idle Slayer. I easily get and let myself be distracted lmao

Plans for videos:

First the channel trailer vid, then play ffxvi for a month and make a summary of the game within x seconds. I already started writing the script for the former. 

Have I written about Tenerife? Not sure. Let me check. I haven't. Welp. We went to Tenerife last December 12. His dad wasn't prepared. We weren't prepared for his dad. Long story haha went back on December 15.

Went to Lübeck for Christmas. It was cool seeing the Weinachtsmann tradition. The effort people do. I usually didn't care for this stuff.

Writing all this is making me feel down now. I'm already feeling a bit down before I started writing. I looked at some of the old blog posts for my script too. Some funny shit, man. The first time playing DotA2 post. That was some shit ahahaha funny how you're a different person after 7 years. Wow. It has been 7 years. Damn.

Just was Told to Write My New Year's Dream Down

 First dream after new years

There was a really long line to I forgot. To my classroom, maybe. 

J***-like teacher girl angry for some reason. Got more angry when something spilled on the floor. I tried to clean it, someone then sprayed an aerosol. She got more angry.

Dream shifted to Assumption, my first school. There was a girl. I think I was a guy. Some song being sung to her that breaks her heart. Another song called Para Sa'yo by Parokya ni Edgar to give her hope, to let her know someone likes her. 

Some sport being played. J*******'s lil bro playing takyan or badminton?

Time to go out of school. P**** gave junk food. I put it in my backpack. Sir C**** was inspecting bags as students went out. He saw the junk food. Told P**** about it. Everyone gathered in front of the gate to eat it, partly blocking the way of the people coming out of the gate. Sir C**** with a weirdchamp face (without the headshake)