Just in Between Things

There's this flap at the corner front left of my mouth that I keep touching with my tongue. It's a little bit annoying. 

I'm trying to look for jobs now. There's so many things I want to buy and I want to do it with my own money this time. YouTube's not going too well. Who knows how long that would take. It will bum me out. I want it to work 🥹

I must lose weight. I'm more than 64 kg now. I should be 62 by the end of January. 60 by February. 59-58 by March. If we're trying to be more realistic, 63-January, 62-February, 61-March. All that hard work, man. I reached 54 kg once. My shin hurt. I rested. Damn. I was 57 kg this time last year. Ugh. That's 7 kg in a year. I just looked up 2023 too and I was 60.3 kg. So in a year, I can only lose 3 kg? But easily gain 7 kg? Wtf is this? I just stepped on the scale. 65. I'm sad. This is sad.

Anyway, I downloaded this game called Idle Slayer. I easily get and let myself be distracted lmao

Plans for videos:

First the channel trailer vid, then play ffxvi for a month and make a summary of the game within x seconds. I already started writing the script for the former. 

Have I written about Tenerife? Not sure. Let me check. I haven't. Welp. We went to Tenerife last December 12. His dad wasn't prepared. We weren't prepared for his dad. Long story haha went back on December 15.

Went to Lübeck for Christmas. It was cool seeing the Weinachtsmann tradition. The effort people do. I usually didn't care for this stuff.

Writing all this is making me feel down now. I'm already feeling a bit down before I started writing. I looked at some of the old blog posts for my script too. Some funny shit, man. The first time playing DotA2 post. That was some shit ahahaha funny how you're a different person after 7 years. Wow. It has been 7 years. Damn.