Just Got Sad but Not Anymore and Now I Remember Something that I Should Not Have Forgotten

Fuck me, man...

It's just...

I need to be careful with what I write here.
Because I would sometimes like to backread some of the things I have written in the past.
My past me just made me sad. Haha
I think until now, I would still make the future me sad.
2017 me will make the future me sad.
2015 me made present me sad.
And I only read one line from a past post. Haha
Okay, so,
I am still sad. Haha. Wait. Let me calm down for a moment...

Fuck, man...

While I was trying to calm down, I randomly thought of him. I don't like these moments, when a guy takes over the bunker inside your head, making himself feel at home, without your permission. Damn it. Now I am not thinking of my past post anymore, feeling all down inside. I am back in my neutral mode.

It is funny how moods can change just because of certain stimuli.
Damn, I just remembered something.
I was supposed to go to school today.
I didn't, because I wanted to play dota all day (Priorities, right?).
The purpose that I could think of was to check my grades for English and inform my dean that I will not be taking her job offer of teaching food and beverage services every Sunday for three hours with pay every hour.
The other purpose that I forgot was to pass the handouts for my HBO subject as our final requirement. Which is important, for me. That subject was a good one.
It completely slipped my mind.
So, I think I should really go to school tomorrow now.
I think saying tomorrow now is wrong but the heck with it. I'm keeping it.

Intermission line.

Hmmm...
I am good now.
I think I have pointed out what I needed to.

Saying this is gay but,
Thanks for stopping by in this blog of a nobody.