Hey there,
I'm re-reading your comment now. I must say, 2019 wasn't really that great. Haha. Got my shit together by the end of November, though, when I decided to snap out of it. So maybe I did get better? A month of having your shit feels really good. However, it fluctuates, and all the shit wants to get loose again, no matter how hard you hold them together. Almost everyday I had suicidal thoughts. A month without them was pretty great. A month, meaning late November 2019-late December 2019.
Right now I can say that they're still together. The dark thoughts are coming back, yeah, but I ain't ruminating as much as before.
I don't want to be truly honest in this blog because it isn't that safe anymore. Fucking.... Yup.
Anyway, I'm going to upload a quick something I made in a short while. I'm thinking of going out for a ride on my brother's bike. I don't think it's a good idea because I'm a bit tired.
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