Just a Slightly Stressful Environment, People, or Country or Life I Don't Fucking Know AaaaI hate My Sister

Of course I wish I were dead. One of the puppies died earlier. One other is weak and lethargic. I'm trying to sleep now but all I could see is ticks sticking into their skin. The three bigger dogs brawling earlier didn't help. I have a bruise and swelling on my leg. I put a band aid on. My sister's always playing and complains a lot. Her tone when she speaks to us is... Kind of like a privileged motherfucker. She wants to be treated like a princess. She thinks she is one. I fucking hate it here. I hate being alive. 

I forgot to take my lesson in DuoLingo. I think the only good side for today is that I was able to play my guitar in rDavao vc. I don't want to attend classes. I want to drop out. I want to kill myself. I am depressed. Why am I easily depressed? It's easy to just give in and succumb to the stress. It's tiring to put an effort to not be depressed. Putting an effort into all of this makes me depressed.