My paternal grandmother died 3 days ago. Also I didn't kill myself two weeks ago. July isn't a good month to kms anymore cuz it's gonna be the month where there's a death anniversary. Lol. The thought's still there. I don't think it's ever going to go. I can just only distract myself from it. I'll forget about it when I'm occupied.
I've been working out a lot. I hope I'm consistent this time. I hope I don't stop. I hope my rest days won't become rest weeks or rest months. I hope I reach 55 kilos.
I don't want to say everything's good now because it always gets jinxed a while later. This is just a quick update to this online journal.
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