Just Journaling and Had a Party Last Saturday

Alright, alright. I'm just gonna write about it since my mind is kinda racing rn, and I don't want it to complicate into psychosis (I just watched Mob Psycho and it all starts with connecting with every single thing with each other before it spirals doooooown, with delusions and what not lol (don't think much about this))

Anyway, I enjoyed it. The hangover, not so much XD yknow what, I'm just gonna put bullet points with every racing thought coming to mind. I change my mind. I'm gonna list it down with numbers lmfao.

1. Mob is my new role model (cringe amirite)

2. Ugghhsuwuqhahahdhdhd hahahaha im not drunk anymore but help XD

3. Inhale exhale. Try to focus on your breath. Bangon na lang siguro. Haha. Taod2 na lang pag human nakog type ani.

4. Ipost sa server or diri lang sa private journal? 🤔

5. I think I'm good now. Kakatol ba sa thoughts. Gusto magpapansin XD I BLAME EVERYONE. Kidding. Love you guys haha #nohomo

6. I don't actually mean thought #5. It's just what jshdsbb basta ang ginathink hahaha

7. Kapoy overexplain hahahahaha (sa #6 hahahaha)

8. Huhu weird kaayo ko pag ipost nako ni

9. Should I delete #8? 🤔

10. Aaaa bangon na siguro pero

11. Ok I'm good. Just took a deep breath. This ain't a panic attack. I just want to empty my mind XD 

12. Yes, this is what literally is going on in my mind rn.

13. People don't really think as much about you as you think. They really often only think about themselves. Maybe if they get reminded about to think about you then maybe they will. Anyway, STOP THINKING ALREADY SELF LMAO 

14. Have I already typed too much?

15. Listing things is a way to organize things.

16. Okay, ending the list now. I'm sitting up on my bed.

17. Why are you still reading? 😂