Just Woke Up and Wrote Down This Dream

I was dreaming I took a white Chinese garter from a chair which was also caught up on the head of Leah, which made her cry. Hard. I tried to comfort her. "Do you want a hug?" I couldn't understand if her reply was a yes or no so I hugged her but she got upset so it was a no. I wanted to let her know that I know how it feels since I have bipolar disorder. She has a depressive persistence disorder. I forgot the actual term. I just woke up rn lmao. Anyway, she wouldn't want me to comfort her so I went upstairs into an attic or something. There was Bama there just hanging and I said I just wanted to take a nap there. So I pretended I was napping. I could feel that he was drawing me while I closed my eyes. There were people passing by the window. I may have forgotten details about the dream already but somehow the dream changed to me babysitting. I remember there were two people and one of them was a younger version of Joshua? And the other made Joshua and me compare my grandma and Tita Ogie? And that's how they made me babysit this one baby. And then they made me take care of this other baby that would fit if I hold my palms like this 🤲🏽 And there was shit on the floor. And the diaper needed to be changed and I woke up cuz I don't want that responsibility lmao