Monday, January 05, 2026

Just Unsure of the Future

My work contract ends on the 26th, I think. But that's just on paper. We agreed I'd work for 6 or 9 months. He only did it that way because lots of people quit after a month or so. I'm not sure if I wanna keep going. Not that I don't like my job, it's fun, like a game. It's just that, do I want to study Musikinformatik? And with that I can make music and make better YouTube videos? Hone my music skills? Or maybe animation? Or, just keep my job, wait for him to learn enough Japanese and get a job in Japan, and move there. He was so motivated when we came back home from Japan last August. I mention one time that I like it here, maybe I want to study, idk, and then he says now that he's not that motivated anymore. I should talk to him about this. But we kind of had the conversation, just didn't get any conclusion from it tho. 

Also, my legs feel tight. Also, they're making me work mornings too.

That's it.

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