I feel strange right now... I... want to go out for a drink. "Then why don't you go do that, then?". I am not good at that kind of thing. I need some friend I could go with. I...
I feel weird... I want to sleep it off. I can't go back to sleep. I've been sleeping all day. I don't think I'm depressed. I feel happy. I just feel... strange. Maybe I'm not used to being happy? Now it's bumming me out.
Tried playing it off with some piano, but some keys were broken and that made me sad so I tried playing the guitar. It didn't work. I feel like crying but I don't want to. There's nothing to cry about.
So I tried writing it off, like what I'm doing right now. Trying to figure out what the problem is. Thought it would be easier when the words in my head are in front of my eyes. It helps a little.
I feel better, I think. Maybe the strange feeling will come back later. I hope not.
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