I thought of updating this blog with a post saying "I haven't felt shitty in a while. This is great!" but it got jinxed last night and I was not able to do that anymore. Lol Keeping your shit together is hard, man, if you focus your attention to it. I shouldn't even think about it. Shit should be able to keep themselves together by their own, like, naturally. I'm trying not to be a sad little fuck. Yesterday morning, I actually said "Good morning" to myself. It was nice. I don't know what happened later in the day that made the day turn 180. It wasn't that bad, but I shouldn't have random sad spurts if I wanna keep the good vibes up.
Anyway, I slept at 8 pm and woke up at 4 am. Listened to some music, and I was starting to feel all over again. I'm like, channel this energy unto something else, please. And my mind was floating and was imagining this art idea, so I decided to act on it immediately before the idea disappears. You have no idea how many ideas came into my mind that got wasted because I was too lazy or thought I'd do it someday but not now and end up forgotten in the end.
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