Just that I'm in Bed and that I Should Get Up Soon Even Though I Lack Sleep

It feels as if that I could die any time soon. My intuition can be on point at times. I feel it is very dangerous to be on peak, and that I'd go nosedive once my brain decides that it has had enough of the lack of oxygen from being too up high, and I keep thinking of Finch from All the Bright Places. What if we share the same fate? Ugh, it's starting again. Back then, I felt a book was written about me, fucking psychosis. Stop thinking too much goddammit.