Just Thought I Had Something Two Days Ago But Nah It's One of Those Things I Start But Not Finish Again

Night time, the bats have replaced the birds
Still,  I like watching them from my window
Why am I still awake,  even
Cannot sleep, can you?

I hit you up
You don't reply
I continue staring at the view
I space out
Heart's faster
Feet cold
Fingers tremble
Need distraction

Try to remember
I'm not alone
Don't let it get me