Just an Update for This Month So You'll Know I'm Still Alive

Sometimes I wanna break up with him so I can kill myself two years later. 

Also, my physics professor said I can just have one requirement by then end of the semester. I told her I wanted to be dropped but it turned out that also means a failing grade. So yeah. I told her I was bipolar and all. I'm feeling like it's not that easy as it sounds.