Just Don't Want To Remember This Dream Right Now So I Could Go Back To Sleep

I just had this horrible dream. So I was thinking about Shinji, right? I was searching up their name in a Discord server where we used to work (which is non-existent irl). I found pictures of us and their account. When suddenly, I was called to go up front cuz they were recognizing people for their productivity and stuff I think. My mom was taking my place since I just arrived and she wants me to go over. She was being all mom-y about it and I didn't want to. She was persistent and I screamed that I didn't want to. I went away but I still could hear her giving a speech about me not being her daughter anymore. Then I could hear her crying and stuff but it was actually my fiancé snoring irl lmao