Just Blogging that I'm in My Home Country Again

I'm back home from Germany now. It's 2:36 AM. I'm thinking of not going back to the psychiatrist anymore and lower the lamotrigine dose by myself. Would I not need my meds anymore when I get employed? Maybe I will. But I need to get employed first so I would be able to pay for them. 

I want to go back to Germany. I want to be with my fiancé. For now, we just have to deal with the requirements. It was amazing there. I don't wanna be here. I mean, at least in this house. I want to move out. I don't like it here.

I should go brush my teeth now and go to sleep. See ya.