Just Don't Want to Snowball

Alright. All the previous entries with the positivity and what not are starting to face about. I'm feeling a descent coming. PMS? Need to up the dosage? Who knows. Hopefully I'll feel better after my period. Hopefully I'll get it soon and get the suspense done. Maybe this slow descent came from him telling me about one of his pasts that he didn't want to talk about. I want to forget about it because I know he's a changed person. I shouldn't ignore how I feel, though. Fuck. I'll get over this. Hopefully soon. I don't want to feel like this again.