Just Noting Down Symptoms Just in Case and for Documentation

Got my period last Wednesday. Yesterday, while I was lying on the couch, talking with Jack, I felt a pinching pain while my heart beat. Today. I've been having small chest pains. A little bit to the left side. Not sure if it's part of my period. I think I also started taking 100mg with my Lamotrigine last Wednesday? I'm not sure if the not so painful pain in the other parts of my body is worth noting. Anyway, I keep thinking that I don't want to get checked if I'm sick anymore. It would be good if I just died. No more thinking. No more tiredness. No more doing things just because.

(Also, he said that it might be two months before he gets an appointment for the obligation thingy. He's feeling down about it. Me, not so much. This trust in God is making me carefree.)