Just the Dream I Just Had and Some Sentiments

It was our kasambahay lovely in my dream, that was cooking. But first I saw her with a dog with the bombastic side eye. Black for with white snout. She cooked the dog into caldereta. I didn't eat it. Others did. Told some that they're eating dog.

It was a world that aged slow unless you decide not to anymore then you age very fast. You're an old person in seconds unless you use a laptop at an angle. There were maybe three of us who decided not to age slow anymore. We played a dota-ish game while we come up with a plan on how to do this rebellion or uprising. Then it shifted to me, sime jun and another one having lasers to point at people where the rule is to always point it to a person or else the aging process continues. At one point I said I wanna die anyway I don't have to keep doing this. Then he said I shouldn't do that the lyrics of the song is saying and I said I always wanted to die even before this song came out. People laughed. Something about Ireneo coming later. He came and he wanted to write down the lyrics Bobby was gonna sing for him. He was sitting next to me so I offered to show him the lyrics on Spotify. As I was getting my phone I remembered the rice and the other pot and told everyone it was ready already. Had to do the laser thingy while waiting for it to cook this whole time. When I went out to check on it the others were just sitting near the stove and Gene told me disappointedly that someone stole everything and I shouldn't have made food for everyone we could have just made our own they can manage with their own. 

Before all that I remember a ship sailing to a part of the map. It was stormy from the perspective above the clouds. 

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I think I dreamed the age acceleration thingy because I read a bit of House of Olympus when I couldn't sleep. The ships thingy too. 

I kinda wish I could see sime jun again.

My period is over today. I skipped last week, like it felt like I traveled in time from being so depressed. 

I found this app from an ad that played while I was playing sudoku, crossword puzzle and etc. called empfohlen.de and I started to play puzzles and chaos, travel town, and monopoly. I'm supposed to earn money by doing tasks in those games. I earned 8 euros so far lol I can't cash out until 20 euros. I could actually feel the effects of it on my brain cuz it's kinda hard for me to find the right words in my sentences and the door way effect is much stronger now lmao.

I almost forgot to take lamotrigine last night. Jt was at 4 am when I still couldn't sleep. I only remembered when i texted shiloh. Almost dm'ed someone hi how are you do you hate me on twitter.