Just Making a List

I can not really take this, thinking of you. I can not really tell why I do. What I am going to do now is make a list of what makes me think about you.

1. You have a charming personality.

The way you text "nyahaha" instead of the regular "hahaha" is so cute and gay. I can not really say if being gay is a plus point. But hey, I know you are straight. Gay is just an expression.

2 The way we have coincidentally have a lot of things in common.

The way we have the same set of musical instruments, the way we have the same design for our back packs, the way that you were the secretary and how I was just voted the same for our batch, the way we both know how to play "River Flows in You" on the guitar, fingerstyle, the way how you knew about the song "Remembering Sunday" like me, the way how we both said "seven" at the same time that one time, the way how we both know a lot of bands that people do not commonly know, the way how we both went to the same school for college, the way how we were both born in the same year, the way how we both speak the same tongues, the way how we both like logic games, the way how we were both interested in each other.

3. You are musically inclined.

You know how to learn a song without looking the chords up. You already know how to play a song just by listening to it, something I wish I could do. You know how to sing the backing vocals. You know the things in music that I want a person to know.

4. The way you speak makes me... I do not know.

You said "I think the best teacher is someone who teaches you to be interested". You really like that word, interested. "I was the one who called you, wasn't I?" "You like me, huh? *smiling face*" "I miss you" "Why are you trying to kill yourself?" "We are here for you." "Long live DMMAxim."

5. You were the only one who looked for me when I disappeared.

6. You were the senior who talked to me the most at the beginning.

7. You teased me before.

Click here to learn more about the tease.

8. It has been more than a year of me thinking of you.

I do not know if I like you. You are just in my mind. Always. I do not like having feelings. I do not have feelings. Do not say I am in denial.

9. I might say that I miss you.