Just Don't Want to Go Back to Sleep for a Moment

Because I just had a nightmare and it might continue if I go back go sleep now even though the sleep inertia's really strong. 

In it, it was raining a lot. Outside was a little flooding. I was depressed about being bipolar. Kept making suicide jokes. Was suicidal. Gene took me to a room where she's manning a booth where they're gonna do The Feast. Eizu was there to help. Was still depressed and suicidal. Wanted to go home.

Was in a jeep. It was still raining. Two other girls were there. One girl was wearing a school uniform. There was lightning that struck somewhere, like a tree. The metal parts of the jeep were grounded. We tried not to hold them or lean on them. My right hand that was holding a rail got burned and it was smoking. I tried to tell the girl her hair was burning. We tried to get out the jeep while it was stopped because of the traffic. Tried to help the girl get out but her seatbelt was stuck. Jeep somehow tilted to the side. 

We went back to the jeep. A boy got in. It was scaring me. One of the girls said not to touch or be bad towards him cuz he's a bad entity. I was being mean to him cuz he was taking my stuff. I was looking at his face and it was scaring me and then I woke up with a clear image of his face. So I don't want to go back to sleep for now cuz nightmares suck.