Just Wanted to Tweet the First Paragraph and Thought, Why Not Here?

Going to sleep to escape depression and then dreaming about being depressed and wanting to @#-+ ʕ⁠ノ⁠•⁠ᴥ⁠•⁠ʔ⁠ノ⁠ ⁠︵⁠ ⁠┻⁠━⁠┻

I hate bipolar disorder.

Also, in the dream, I was feeling really down, and then I thought of this person, Pluto, and then he showed up in my dream. It was so unreal. And then I woke up. And that explained it. It was just a dream. 

My mood is in the lower side now. 

Yesterday, we hung out and watched Kiki's delivery service in German. Then went to Hans im Glück to eat. It was E's birthday. 

I always feel down in the middle of a gathering. It would be nice if it's like with other people where they feel recharged and their mood gets lifted when they hang out with other people.