Just Sickness

Calendar says 7 days before my period. Idk, I feel like it's been recurring that I've been having quick nosebleeds a week before my period starts. Idk anymore (⁠ ⁠；⁠∀⁠；⁠) am I just being a hypochondriac or is it really just the dry air ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

Idk if I said this here before but part of me is telling myself that I want to die anyway... So... 

Ignore my symptoms? Or actually give a shit cuz I get frantic when I'm feeling stuff?

Blood test was normal tho. So...

I haven't done an x-ray for more than a year, but it has all been normal. 

Fuck this shit.