Thursday, May 14, 2020

Just Also Noting Down the Calm Moments

I'm in a neutral mood right now. I think I only had 4-5 hours of sleep this morning. I played guitar today. Thought I should bring the old karaoke-cassette player speakers to the "studio" so I could use a mic while jamming. It still works, but you have to get the right setting. It needs a little bit of fixing. Still, it works. After that, I played FFXV. I'm into the game now. It doesn't feel forced anymore.

So yeah, I'm in a neutral mood. I figured I should put that here to let you know that it's not all low or high. There's a grey area, too. It also needs to be tracked down. I'm not depressed all the time. I still want to die, though. Lol. The suicidal thoughts aren't making feel like shit for now.

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