Okay, so all the depression from the rant last week was because of the menstrual flow I got the next day. :) It ended yesterday and I'm still feeling it earlier while updating my resume. I have this urge to apply at BPO companies but I don't really want to. Who wants labor in their life, anyway? Ugh. Now I'm remembering the stuff I wrote about ikigai on the other blog post. Idk how to do it :') I want to earn money and spend freely as I want to. I can't believe I've become like this. I don't want to be an adult who rants about monetary problems. I don't even have that much monetary problems becomes everything is provided for me :')
Alright, time to write about what I'm grateful for now so I don't spiral further. Cognitive behavioral therapy, I guess.
1. I haven't skipped my skin care even though there have been a lot of days I wanted to skip. Good job, me.
2. I am almost to 5,000 German words in my vocabulary. I am keeping up with my 2 courses a day on B1 Nicos Weg streak. Same with Duolingo and Memrise.
3. I'm close to perfecting my hairstyle for my wedding.
4. I haven't skipped my meds.
5. I was able to do yoga today and was able to hold the left side crow pose a little decently than before haha
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