Just Almost the Final Chapter

I truly have no one. Fuck this. I have to bottle shit up again. I'm tired. I'm exhausted. Just take me away. Fuck. What am I even staying here for? I just want it to stop. It won't stop. It will always be like this. I drew the unlucky hand. It's unfair to say this while there are others who've drawn an unluckier hand. But fuuuuuuuck I caaaaaaaaaaan't. I'm soooooo tiiiiiired and soooooo dooooooooone. People just say the wrooooooong thiiiiiings I just caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan't. I waaant to neveeer waake uuuuuuuuuuuuup. Gaaaahd.

Go away. Leave me alone. Fuck this. Fuck everything. Fuck. Fuck.

So fucking exhausted.
Why.
Fuck.
I HATE THIS.
DAMN IT.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
THAT'S IT I'M GOING TO DO IT I'M SERIOUSLY GOING TO DO IT FUCKING I'M REALLY GOING TO DO IT I'M SO DONE YEAH THIS IS ONE OF THOSE DRAMATIC EPISODES AND I'M TIRED OF HAVING THEM I'M TIRED I'M TIRED I'M TIRED I'M SO FUCKING TIRED I CAN NEVER BE NORMAL THERE'S NO PERMANENT CURE YOU NEED TO WORK HARD TO BE NORMAL FUCK IT I'M TIRED I'M FUCKING TIRED GAHD I CAN'T TALK TO ANYONE MOTHERFUCKER I'M REALLY EXHAUSTED.

I'm tired, man. Why can't it stop. Just let it stop, please. Why does it have to be this way. I'm really tired.

So... tired...


Please....


Please...