There are moments where I can vocally talk to people and it would be pleasant to actually keep a conversation. Those moments are rare. Because right now, I can't bear to talk to people. I hate it when people talk to me. There are moments when I would strike a conversation with a stranger and it would seem that we've already known each other for so long. Those moments are 10 out of 365 moments. Gahd, the switch just goes on and off at random times. I just want it to come back whenever I need it.
Also, I feel shitty right now. I'm back to how I was last year, how everyday I always want to die. Fuck. The high and normal moments don't last long. I wish they would. I hate feeling like shit. I fucking hate everything.
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